| Location | Redcar |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 17/08/2008 |
| Date of Death | 17/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,174 since 10/11/2008 |
| Creator |
Alfie Goldsbrough
Silently Born 17 August 2008
Alfie was my first baby, when i found out i was pregnant i was shocked i had a very eventful pregnancy!..when i went for my 12 week scan i found out i was only 9weeks so it seemed to drag until my 20 week 1..i turned up on August 11th for my 5month scan i was so excited to see how much the baby had grown and new that i was half way through so didnt have long to go..i went into the room and watched her go over my belly loads of times and not say a word, i automatically new something was wrong..she then asked me if i had lost any fluid as there was none around the baby, and she couldnt see any kidneys..she then got in touch with a specialist and wanted me to go and see him for a 2nd opinion. 2days later i went back to the hospital and got scanned again by a baby specialist, he was there for ages going over and over my belly trying to find at least 1 kidney..after about 15mins of trying he told me the worst thing any1 could ever say to me..that my baby had no kidneys so there was no amniotic fluid for him to live in which meant his lungs wouldnt develop so he wouldnt of been able to breathe. I was devostated, he gave me 2 options, i could of carried on with the pregnancy and been scanned every week to confirm the worst that my baby definatly didnt have any kidneys and he wouldnt survive when he was born..or i could choose to have him early to save me going through it all in another 5months and torture myself the whole time wondering if he would live or not when i new deep down he wouldnt..After a heartbreaking couple of days i decided to have him early, i went into hospital at 8 in the morning and had him at 10 to 7 on the night, he was beautiful..he only weighed 386grams but he was perfect :)
We had post mortem done and it confirmed that Alfie had no kidneys and also alot of other things wrong with him..it turned out he had some syndrome that happened to 1 out of 10,000 pregnancies and i was that unlucky 1.
I think about him everyday and miss him more than i can say..I will never ever forget him he will always be my first little angel.
Love you more than anything Alfie x x x x
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Not a day goes by that i dont think about you, i miss you more than words can describe i would give anything for you to be here now! i love u sooooooooo much it doesnt seem 2 minutes since i held you but nearly 3years has passed and i miss you more everyday !!
Love Mammy xxxxx
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
♥ In secret we weep, In silence we cry, As each lonely hour & day passes by. There's only one thought that eases our pain, It's knowing that we'll be together again ♥
I Thought of You Today
I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart.
Poem by Nicholas Gordon
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Christmas Baby..Sorry its late... I still think about you everyday & miss you more than anything!
Love you loads
Love Mammy
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Happy Birthday
Happy 1st Birthday Alfie!
Love and miss you more than anything
Lots Of Love
Mammy
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Wish you were here with us for your birthday Alfie,
Miss you loads.
Lots and lots of love
Meggy Moo xxxxxxxxxxxx
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